"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, (James 1:2)
If I understand joy then that says that I should be happy when life sucks. Is that really possible and if it is what's the point?
"because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. (James 1:3)
I've never been very good at taking tests and now I have to take a test on faith.
"Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. (James 1:4)
Perseverance is not always fun but apparently that's what I need and the outcome is maturity.
"If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously
to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. (James 1:5)
Sometimes I ask and it doesn't seem like He gives generously.
"But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who
doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. (James
1:6)
Oh, that must be the problem - I believe but I doubt at the same time. Do you know what I mean?
"That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord (James 1:7)
Seems kinda harsh but I guess that's what I get for doubting. I believe but I still doubt sometimes.
"he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does. (James 1:8)
I must have faith and conviction in my beliefs. I must have faith that
God will take me from where I'm at to where I need to be. I have to be
solid - have a solid foundation, like a rock and not like a wave in
the ocean. Not be "double minded" so don't be wishy-washy.
In the end I guess my faith grows when I see where God has taken me from but sometimes in the moment it's easy to lose perspective.